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11:10am 21/02/2005
 
mood: cranky
This.is.SO.wrong

::twitch::

Shuichi is with Kitizawa and...::twitch::
Ugh This is just so fucked up.

Rage is pregnent, and either Tatshua or Eiri is the father.
Joy, more Drama.

Last night Noriko was getting mad at Rage but personaly I don't blame her. She didn't force anything and she didn't ask for any of this to happen. I want Shu and Eiri to get back together but at the same time I feel bad for Rage. I feel torn in three places.

Now the Shuichi and Kitizawa thing...::twitch::
I'm not even gonna go into that.		  
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10:21am 19/02/2005
 
mood: cold
When Shuichi left Eiri, Eiri was hurting, but now Shu wants him back and he refuses. He says he wants to be with Rage. I actually do understand where this is all coming from but I don't know if it can ever work. Shuichi left Eiri and now all of a sudden he wants him back? What did he expect?

I've been worried about Rage too recently, but I thought if I left he alone she'd be okay, and its seems that her and Eiri would be good for eachother. I feel bad for Shu but its his own fault.

Why can't we all just a normal?
Why not?

Please I'm sufforcating on the angest and drama.
Make it stop.
Some please just make it stop.		  
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06:26pm 18/02/2005
 
mood: crappy
Awww hell.

I go away for 2 days and I come back and everyone is screwed over. I swear Shu has lost it. Something just isn't adding up here. Why? Why now?

I feel kinda bad for Yuki although he is handiling it well. Suprisingly I haven't found myself rushing up to Shuichi getting all angrey. Infact I don't even know what to say to him. I'm at a loss for worlds.

This world is Fucked Up.		  
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05:48pm 16/02/2005
 
mood: blah
Shuichi tried to commit suicid last night. Its ironic how he thought he wanted to die but all he reall wanted was for Yuki to save hime from death.

He's hurting so many people around him yet all he can think of is his own pain. He knows he's loved yet he doesn't want to admit it. I understand that he was emotionaly unstable last night but it truley annoyed me when people treated him like a child. He's a grown boy and he doesn't need us to catch him. He needs to learn to catch himself.

Of course as soon as Yuki showed up all the suicidal thoughts whent out the window. I guess I never really realized the bond they have. Sure I expected tears and depretion if they ever broke up, but suicid? I guess I didn't realize how much he really does love Yuki.

I was extreamly pissed off last night, because I told shuichi strait up that he was being a selfish idiot, and everyone when balistic on me saying I'm the 'responcible' one and i need to be more 'resonable'. Yet the fact was that they were treating him like a baby.

I guess I just got frustrated because I realized I couldn't help him.
None of us could have really helped him except Yuki.
I feel farther away from him then I ever did before, but I guess in the back of my min I always knew things would turn out like this.		  
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08:02pm 14/02/2005
 
mood: confused
music: Shining Collection
Taki apoligized and its like nothing ever happened.
Kira, Ana-chan, and everyone else (not sure about Shu or Yuki) has forgiven him, but I can't seem to shake this hatred feeling when he's around.

Maybe I'm just paranoid but it doesn't feel right.
But I'll try to get along with him for the sake of Ana-chan and Kira.

No matter what I try I can't make myself be nice to that man. I...just can't.

Ya I'm a ass I know, but I don't like the feeling I get when I'm near him.		  
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Ayaka   
07:44pm 13/02/2005
 
mood: Frustrated
music: Welcome to my Romance
Is it bad that I'm secretly dreading the day Ayaka joing the message boards?
I mean Ayaka is so sweet and cute, but she's forcing herself to like me and I don't know if it can ever work out for us.

I'm trying to look on the bright side, but the more I think about it the more I have second thoughts. She wouldn't even go on a date with me untill we sold a million copys, and at Yuki's urging.

There is the possibility that she'll fall in love with me but I can't help but realize that she'll always love Yuki. She loves him so much that she'd even give him put for his own happieness.

I guess I'm just over reacting, but I'm confused and being here alone with my thoughts is suffercating me. Ya know what though? I think I just realized how much pain Shuichi actually did go through for Yuki. What I'm feeling is nothing compared to his.

I guess I'm selfish.		  
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Ummm....   
04:44pm 13/02/2005
 
mood: content
music: Sleepless Beauty
I have no idea why I made one of these but my mouse kinda acted on its own O.o
Its not my fault I swaer!!
Don't hurt me?!

Anyways...

I got a new Guitar!!!!!!

W00t!		  
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